I will be posting in roleplays soon. Just getting used to classes and what needs to be done and also over my sickness of cough and stomachache that had me this weekend. I am over thrilled and happy and no words can describe when I saw Hollyberry! *Hugs mare* I have her up after classes!

LOL well its slightly less all over the place now. I'll update everyone, for those of you who dont know, I am pregnant with my second child. We went in for a checkup monday and not only do I have an infection thats causing me lots of pain but my blood pressure had been getting higher each appointment and on monday it had sky rocketted so yesterday I got to go in and quit my job and have to take things as easy as possible and try to get it to come down because whenever I get stressed and my pressure goes up I start having heart palpitations and trouble breathing and if they cant get that under control I have to go back to my cardiologist (I had heart surgery May 2011). So while life is still crazy in essence I will at least be home and bored a heck of a lot more

*hugs Keira* Sorry to here that. I hope without the job you be less stressed. Congrats on the new little one coming!^^ Also curious when you say high blood pressure by chance do people say you lose you colour, go in quote of many people "white as a ghost or sheet"?

Congrats on the baby! And I hope you start to feel better now that things are settling down. Don't worry, be happy!

Umm I actually have no idea, I havent paid attention when it happens. I thought things were going well then I went grocery shopping and by the time I was done I couldnt catch my breath or slow my heart rate down. I wont be going by myself again anytime soon. Thanks for the well wishes though I really appreciate them.

Exactly, don't worry, be happy! *snugs* Try the breathing thing we talked about. Just breathe through it, nice and deep and slow, when you feel things start to get tense in ya. I know between the house and the hubby and the pregnancy and the lil one it can be hard, but I also know if you try real hard you'll find a way to really relax like ya need. And no exercising, at least for a while. Even grocery shoppin has to be a nice, slow, leisurely stroll. Take care of you!

Rainer, since it really has been soo quiet, would you be alright with me jumpin in your Too Far Away thread? ^^ Thorn and Thyme and Caelum would love to pop in.